urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ashhalicious demon*woman! demon*woman! 2008-12-29T20:10:12Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ashhalicious:27663 2005-10-26T06:39:17Z 2008-12-29T20:10:12Z audioslave - doesnt remind me wow, i never double update! lol<br /><br />feelin like I need to go off, so bare with me here.<br /><br />i feel like ive been miss-informed.<br />I dont remember anyone telling me things would ever feel quite like this. I dont know why exactly.. but around this time (right before my birthday and christmas) I always get SUPER motivated. I think about the two tmes and holidays (my birthday happens to fall on a holiday too lol) and I remember past times where I felt most loved and happy. I longggg for it again.. exaclty as it once was. I know Ill never feel EXACTLY how i did was I was 13.. 16 etc but.. i still hold onto the idea that some day ill be WHISKED off my feet by the one who really GETS me. Wouldnt fate be cruel to show you how love and passion feel like when your young.. then leave you with mediocracy for the rest of your life. I think i am thinking just way too hard about this. But I hate to be complacent. I havent updated about this.. and ppl are probs gonna not be able to understand this but I gave Tim a second chance. THings arent working out. NOw im back to square one.<br /><br />what <br /><br />the <br /><br />hellllll<br /><br />am i gonna do<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Theres a lot more to it.. and I havent updated about it bc of a certain someone who is on my list. Anyways I do miss the old tim.. from two years ago. And I miss being happy.<br /><br />im so confused. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ashhalicious:268 2005-05-09T05:14:58Z 2006-01-14T20:23:52Z This LJ is inactive. will be making a new one soon. :P<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b3/whatevss/friendson.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">